To Be Completely Honest.....
....my life feels like it's in shambles. For those of you who don't know, my engagement with Morris is no more. It's been hard, and most of my "so called friends" have turned a blind eye on my pain, while comforting Morris in every way possible. I feel alienated. Now, I know what you're thinking...'why in the world is she writing such personal things on her blog?' Well, for one thing, I happen to know that not many poeple visit my blog...whether it's because I'm sporadic in my posts, or that most of the time I'm just rambling has yet to be determined...in addition to this fact though, most of the people who did visit probably won't anymore. So, really, this feels more like a life journal than an open posting of my feelings. Where do I go from here?..is a question I've continually asked myself. My future was so well planned, and then it was like a bomb went off in the middle of everything and I'm left trying to determine which parts of it are important enough to save. Don't get me wrong, there are some certainties...my brother is getting married in april...I'm going to visit shreveport in a week...but these things don't help me in figuring out my future. I guess this post was really just to get some things off my chest. If you've read this far, congratulations!! You win a gold star*!

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